I remember the one weekend that I had Samantha at my very own home. My mother and father were stoked to have her there, she was so well behaved. Just sat there and watched t.v., would grab everything and with her cute little voice look up at someone and say "what's that?" and then drop it and run off into another room somewhere. It was funny and fun. She made us all laugh. The best part was when I went to give her a bath, and I wasn't quick enough to wrap a towel around her, so she ran to the one side of the couch where my dad had been sitting, and just stood there for a moment, then when he looked at her, she giggled and said hi, only she was naked!!! It was another cute and funny moment. I will never forget any of the memories I have with her. Whether it's the times I laid on the couch with her watching cartoons til we both fell asleep for a while, or playing on the park with her til I couldn't move anymore. I loved every moment with that vibrant and extraordinary child. I miss her every moment, every second, every day. I love you Samantha. You are forever missed. <3 Aunt Ara (Sara)

It is getting close to her memorial. I remember the time she was born, and how happy I was, and the look on John's face. An the love we both shared for Samantha. I remember her first christmas and the kids getting her a book and a stocking. I remember everytime John tried putting her in the tub with me to take a bath and her peeing on him and him getting mad and laughing about it because it only happened to him. I remember her first baby picture in her purple dress and trying to get her to smile and she was just to tired for pictures that day. I remember not being the most perfect parent, but doing my best. As like you, all I have are my memories. Even the painful ones.  In memory of Samantha Anastinia Mariska Muchowicz. My kitten.

Its so hard to deal with all of this. I really wish Sam could've been able to grow up with her cousin Hailynn Nevaeh Jobe. They both loved playin together when they got the chance and they both had so much fun! We will miss Samantha always and forever! I wouldnt know what to do with my self and I'm glad that Matara and John are both holding on even though they have experinced this kind of thing. I will always be here to help either one of them! I love you guys!

Love always and forever

Keshia and her cousin Hailynn!!

Here's a pic of her cousin just for her!!!

i was a hospital worker while she was there and what i saw will always be with me and my family .From one family to another sorry for your loss.

I remember the only bonfire I got to have with her. She spent the whole time running around. I think that she was excited becuase her cousins that she had never met before were there. My daughter (her cousin) played with her the whole time. My mom had a board with holes cut out of it and some bags with beans in it. Sam and my daughter played for a long time trying to throw the bag in the holes. we roasted hotdogs and marshmellows. Sam wanted to play with the stick.

I've known matara for a long time and even though I hadn't got the chance to meet samantha her story touched my heart. I just wish I could have been there for matara and her family. This little girl did not deserve this. Matara just remember GOD is taking very good care of your little butterfly until you can be with her again.  I just wanted you to know how sorry I am for what has happened to you and your family. GOD will help you through these hard times. Never forget the good times you had with her.    Never forget who your LITTLE ANGEL is.   You will see her beautiful little smile again.  IM so  sorry.  I LOVE YOU matara  you and samantha will be in my thoughts and prayers. She is watching all of you from heaven and Im sure she is smiling down on all of you. 

 

 

 

BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN

I HEARD YOU CRYING YESTERDAY
AND FELT YOUR HEART SENT LOVE
SO I'M SENDING YOU THIS MESSAGE
FROM HEAVEN UP ABOVE

YOU'RE WONDERING IF I'LL CELEBRATE
MY BIRTHDAY WAY UP HERE
I KNOW YOU'LL BE MISSING ME
I FEEL YOUR ESSENCE NEAR

GOD PLANNED A SPECIAL DAY FOR ME
HE TOLD ME WITH A WINK
HE ORDERED ME A SPECIAL CAKE
IT'S ANGEL FOOD I THINK

I'M GETTING LOTS OF HUGS FROM GOD
HE'S REALLY GOOD AT THAT
AND EVERY TIME I WALK BY
HE GIVES MY HEAD A PAT

BALLOONS WILL FILL THE STREETS FOR ME
THEY FLOAT UP THRU THE CLOUDS
AND WE HAVE LOTS OF CLOWNS UP HERE
THEY MAKE US LAUGH OUT LOUD

THERE IS A BIRTHDAY CAROUSEL
JEWELED HORSES RIDE THE WIND
WITH MUSIC PLAYING OH SO SWEET...
THE MAGIC NEVER ENDS

I'VE MADE SO MANY FRIENDS UP HERE
WE LAUGH AND PLAY AND SING
WE RIDE OUR BIKES AND PLAY JUMP ROPE
AND WE SLEEP IN ANGELS WINGS

I'LL HAVE MY CAKE AND ICE CREAM
AND OPEN MY GIFTS WITH SURPRISE
BUT WE DON'T BLOW OUT CANDLES HERE
INSTEAD WE LIGHT THE SKIES

That was skylar's little baby.THey grew up together,they were never apart and they had so many good memories.Samantha is a beautiful baby :]

I remember when she came to my house and she played on the swings and ate mac and cheese.

those little memories can make a life time :]

We all love her so much,she was our little angel,she will be missed very much!!!

Penny has a video of her and skylar dancing,everytime i watch it i get tingles in my tummy :]

we love you :]

xoxoxoxo

family:]]

           Skylar,Penny,Tabby,Sharon,Meme,Kelly,Tiff,Amber,Grandma& Grandpa :]

    <3.

On the anniversary of Sam being with God we had the flowers done in our church in her memory.